It is the night before I leave for the Dominican Republic with a team from my church and I wonder why I can't sleep. Some of you may recall well over a year when I first expressed interest in undertaking this trip. I leave tomorrow (or today I guess) and I wish I wasn't going. Life these past couple of months have been rough, actually a better way to put would be that it has been hell. If I hadn't vocalized such interest in the missions trip from when it was first put forward I would not be going. So here I am feeling inadequate to go, not wanting to go and with no one to talk to except for the air around me (literally). I am curious as to why it is that whenever I write on the blog I always seem to have a negative attitude? Trust me there has been many times where I have written but never published. I'm rambling and probably not making much sense but I guess that's ok because I just needed to get something out.
- Bryan
4 comments:
Bryan. I'm so sorry you're feeling all those things. I will be praying.
as will i, bry guy. go in Jesus' name. love those people as you learned to love during Kaleo. God will move. love you, brother.
I am praying for you my friend, and I want you know that what you are doing is some real good work for God's glory. I know you will do incredible things while you are overseas. Love you man.
Hey Bryan, this is probably a little late but the Lord has a plan in this, and he uses those who are not equipped. I will be praying for you brother :)
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