Hey y'all! Bryan here.
First off I want to say congratulations to Anna on her engagement. I'm very happy for you. Any date set for the wedding?
So I think it's been quite some time since I've posted, so I will keep this concise. So much has happened and then at the same time seems like nothing has changed in almost a year.
Well if I remember correctly last time I posted I was in the middle of a pretty bad depression. So after some close calls I finally decided to go to my family doctor to get help. As I had expected he gave me antidepressants. The difference those made were HUGE. Best way to describe the burden being lifted was it felt like colours got brighter and life made more sense. Mostly because there was hope now. I continued those antidepressants all the way until, I think it was March.
Then I met Amanda. I wont say how we met but I fell for here head over heels. We dated for sometime and it was the happiest I have ever been in my life, even my parents noticed the difference in my disposition. During my time with Amanda I moved out of my parents place and into a single room suite owned by one my brothers friends. To say I love my place would be an understatement. At the same time I met Amanda I also quit my job and started working for my brother as foreman for his irrigation company, which has been really good for me.
But alas, all things must come to an end (or so I'm told). A few weeks ago I broke it off with Amanda feeling used and unhappy with the relationship. Thinking back on it it definitely was the right choice and I do not regret my decision, but wow it hurt to do the deed.
So that's about how my life has been in a nutshell lately. I'm sure there are things that I missed or just left out but that's the gist of it. Now I am working about 50+ hours a week, working weekends, with no goal in mind and living life the best I can with what time I have.
Thanks everyone for your support and prayers, they are much appreciated.
Love and miss you all!!!
- Bryan Converse
